The title describes my situation.
In one way, that’s probably a good thing. It means I’m not idolizing some nerd more than I should.
In another way, though, it’s probably a bad thing. It means I don’t have any specific role models who I’ve never met.
So given that realization, I think I’ll try to find a few role models to study. Because once I do, I’d love to try to at least contact them, even if I can’t meet them right now.